So there are also (of course) other guys I'm interested in in real life. I'm telling you, the crushes go crazy out here. European guys are just too good. Also full disclosure, I'm a fairly plain looking girl and put on some weight (~10 kilos), so I'm just relying on my erratic personality to hopefully land with someone, but I also have 0 expectations and I'm doing this more for fun than anything. Anything for the blog, right?

Two flatmates in particular, maybe three.

• One is from Spain and I'm still confused on whether he has a girlfriend or not, because the only time one was mentioned was while I was drunk out of my mind (and I don't even know if it was his or if they were referencing me looking like one) and he's quite cute and nice, although because we all live together we've also kinda become sibling-like, so honestly who even knows.
• One is Norwegian and he is SO cute and gentle and sweet - he moved into this place last and so we haven't 'lived' together so much it feels, and we've had some really nice and fairly deep conversations about things, so that's been fun. We went snowboarding together for my first time down the mountain, and watched a few shows later in the living room, and he even offered me food - he sat on the same couch as I did, didn't really move when I went to lie down on the couch (it was just genuinely more comfortable though, okay! I was actually a bit distraught a bit because I wanted him to move away so I could lay down better) and overall he's quite nice. But sometimes he goes weirdly cold and withdrawn, and I get weird vibes then so I have genuinely no idea. It's like I'm dealing with 2 people sometimes.
• The third is also Norwegian, but I've not really interacted much with him besides accidentally bumping into him several times, I stammer out an apology, my face is burning and he winds up with a smile on his face afterwards. He's so tall though I just get overly freaked out, and we also share a wall so I'm mortified that he's probably heard me crying my heart out over the breakup. He is extra cute though.

And not a flatmate...

• Cool-and-not-cringe guy: We met during a drone presentation and I think we clicked pretty well actually, but I kinda... accidentally ghosted him for a while. But he's pretty cool and ambitious, I remember I compared him to an ex-friend of mine but like... the same guy, but actually cool instead of cringe. Maybe he's also just super cringe and the norwegian accent hides the cringe part, I'm not so sure. But I get decent vibes around him so far.